4 days till surgery!

Ok there are only four days left until my surgery! The closer it gets the more terrified I get about the possible complications.. Of course I am still going to do it! My Mom came into town last night so she can be here to help out with the kids and house while I am recuperating. Thank the Lord! yay Moms! Sometimes I tell myself I am not that FAT and I actually believe it, then I take a picture of  myself like this next one coming up and I remember that I am that FAT and unhealthy!