I am home!

I had to spend an extra day in the hospital because I was not able to hold things down plus my pain was out of control! But I am home. It hurts to eat or drink the best way to describe it is my stomach feels like a slug getting salt poured on it , that freaks out in pain whenever I take a sip of anything. I am starting to get accustomed to this weird sensation.
By the looks of my pictures I am sure you can tell I feel horrible...still.

Sleeve dissection

The dark purple line is where he cut.

My before stomach..

Pretty gross!

Worst night of my life!

I am so nauseated and in so much pain! I threw up flem and could hardly walk walk walk! Yuk! I hope it gets better from here!

Milk of Mag..

Yucky and it had a funky effect on my intestinal functions. Guess that was the point :)

Work it girl

So since yoga and pirates are perfect for weight loss surgery people I got myself a few DVDs. I will let you know how it goes.

My STATS

So here are my stats:

Starting weight: 206
Height: 5'3
Surgery weight: 192

I have to maintain this 192 for four more days. Wish me luck... It is hard to maintain when my brain is screaming eat this because you won't be able to after surgery! I hate my brain sometimes. My
inner voice is evil and her name is Sid. She is absolutely horrible and will no longer be allowed to make any  decisions about FOOD!

4 days till surgery!

Ok there are only four days left until my surgery! The closer it gets the more terrified I get about the possible complications.. Of course I am still going to do it! My Mom came into town last night so she can be here to help out with the kids and house while I am recuperating. Thank the Lord! yay Moms! Sometimes I tell myself I am not that FAT and I actually believe it, then I take a picture of  myself like this next one coming up and I remember that I am that FAT and unhealthy!

Here we go...

                             Yes! I am going to CHEAT :) I am a CHEATER all the way...
Well I haven't actually had surgery yet, but I am going to very soon! I am scheduled for surgery on January 29, 2014. I will be having surgery in Richmond at the Kaiser Hospital and my surgeons name is Dr. Im ("Dr. M"). I am nervous and excited about my journey and I want to share it with the world. Stay tuned for many updates.